what?

hope
trust
love
faith

what do you do
when the one person you
thought would never let you down
does

what do you think
as you stand on the brink
of an irreversible mistake waiting to be
made

what do you say
as they start to slip away
and nothing you can do will make it
stop

what do you feel
when the cool, even keel
of a perfectly composed relationship
erupts

hurt
why
nothing
broken



this too shall pass
this too shall pass
this too shall pass

trains - a drabble of 200 words

it wasn't the first time i'd rode the train, but it was one of the most memorable. my favourite thing about train rides is the people. you get to observe them, talk to them, sometimes make friends with them. it was on one such train ride that i met miya. we instantly clicked and i greatly enjoyed the time i spent with her. when we got to the station, i found out that we were both transferring to the same train. as miya and i got off to switch, she suddenly began giving me her luggage, saying "here. my arms are tired and i can't carry this anymore". at first, i was resentful. just because we had hit it off didn't mean she had the right to dump her baggage on me and expect me to take care of it. but as i watched her walk unhindered across the platform, smiling and beckoning to me, i thought to myself, if my arms ever got tired, it would be nice to have someone carry my luggage for me. so i carried it. because i knew next time my own got too heavy, i'd have someone to lend me a hand.

my mind get's poetical at 4 am

it's chilly out this morning. just cool enough to send the occasional shiver down your spine. the deck is wet from last night's drizzle, making my feet tingle. there's a faint breeze. birds are singing. it started a few minutes ago, with one. just one. now there's a symphony all around me. but it's not just the larks. the breeze, the stream, the very stars are singing. it's almost dark, but for an ever so slight glimmer of light in the east. it'll be dawn soon. there's a plane crossing the sky, and a siren in the distance. civilization is starting to wake up, interrupting the perfect harmony of nature. another day is beginning. but maybe, just maybe, tomorrow's 4 am will be as beautiful as this one.

oh yes i did

http://www.formspring.me/magichead

ashamed? heck no!!

well.

ok.

yes.
i am.

children...

I'M DONE WITH MY FRESHMAN YEAR OF COLLEGE!!!! BOOYEAH!!!!!!

can i be frank?

next time someone asks me that, i'm going to say no.

today marks the beginning of finals week.

what am i doing?!? i don't have time to blog!!!

bedtime!!!

...........or not.

just blogging because i'm too tired to go to bed. random factoids anyone?

batman 3 is coming out in summer of 2012. what.
i can't wait for summer 2010.
i went hiking today.
i had sugar free chocolate today.
i watched psych today. heh.
i realized today one of my best friends is having a birthday soon and i have no idea what to get her. *freak out*
avatar is not that good. (but psych is)
singing is my life. along with Jesus. and cheese. and many other things
i had an amazing day yesterday. one of the few schooldays this semester that i genuinely had fun
i need a photoshoot.
i need to write a script
today was my mom's birthday
don't be this crevice in my arm.
i work at panera. be jealous
2 words: the. killers.
i'm almost done with my freshman year of college. whoa
i'm totally obsessed with maggie lawson. it's kind of hilarious
i'm hearing passion pit EVERYWHERE
my brother taught me the jerk today. i'm now a pro. (no. wrong. false)
shawn spencer is ben shorey. really. i'm convinced they're the same person. absolutely convinced. at night, ben puts on a fake nose and sneaks away to film it. i'm positive.
my math final is going to be the death of me
i'm learning spanish over the summer
it's time for bed now. cheerio!